Firstly I am very sorry! Since I came back from Crete everything has just been manic and I have neglected my blog duty, I promise I will be good from now on.
So I got my GCSE results (9 As and 3 A*s :D) and last week I started college. I think I mentioned in my first post that I was going where hardly any of my friends were. There was only really one girl going who I was friends with and she has now given up and gone to 6th form at our old school, so it's basically just me. I have a delightfully eccentric English Literature teacher who just might live up to the standard set by Mrs Totty last year, but I'm still finding it difficult. Not knowing anyone is so hard when I've come from a place where I knew everyone, and I talk to people in my lessons but then come lunch they have their own friends and I have to eat with people I don't know. Everything is suddenly different and that scares me to death. Also my boyfriend got 2 As and 2 Bs in his A levels which means he got into Edinburgh university. So when he leaves I'll be all on my own and everything will be even more different. My parents keep telling me how brave I'm being, going to a new college and attempting a long distance relationship, but I'm tired of being brave. I don't want to be brave, I want things to be easy. I suppose I just have to keep going and hope that things get better - and that applies to both I guess - but I wish things were different. Or should that be, I wish things were the same.
I apologise for the shortness and of this post and also for being a little less articulate (and a bit more moany) than normal, I have to get up at 6 every morning to get the train and I'm a little tired and emotional.